Crazy

Life has been crazy lately. So many things going on, and it just doesn't seem like there is enough time in the day to process it all. I have so many things on my mind, so many decisions to make. Its like I am having an internal battle between my heart and my head. At first my head was winning, but my heart is making a powerful comeback. I'm just not sure what to do or what to say or how to act, so I am going to let myself just be and take in every moment as it comes. I will let myself feel every feeling and not suppress any of them away. Only I can decide what is best for me. I am just waiting to figure it all out. I hope that comes soon. Growing up is quite difficult, and I am not so sure I am a big fan yet.