Thursday, April 12, 2007

so far, so good

I just love April...probably because I get to spend the whole month looking forward to my birthday!! Even though I am getting older and birthdays don't really matter, it is fun to get excited like I did when I was little. I have been trying to think of things to put on my birthday list...I still want an iPod. I always love new clothes, but what I really want is my own place. I know it will come in due time, but I am just ready for some more space....some space all to myself. Living at home has been wonderful, don't get me wrong. I couldn't ask for better parents...they saved me from a pretty rocky situation. Its just hard to adjust from having a house full of space to yourself to having only a room to yourself (and when you factor Gus in it makes it all the more difficult). So, once I get some money flowing in, I will be on my way to independent life again. Oh, I finally have a job (not a real job though). I am really enjoying J.Bucks and I have a feeling that I will be making some good money. I am still in search of a big girl job, and I have found some options, its just all about hoping they pan through. My plan is to just get rolling with J.Bucks, and then continue to move forward into the real world. At least I have some of my own income again....I have hated not being financially comfortable as I once used to be. It is quite difficult to be dependent again. I have been enjoying my new boy lately. Paul has been nothing but wonderful to me. It is so nice to be adored and appreciated. His smile says it all...

So, all in all, April has started off well :)

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